But only in vain. When I see more and more, there are endless in the grace of the Lord, our Savior Jesus Christ is so precious completely, my sense of helplessness and even guilt welled are increased.
months passed. Hudson Taylor non-stop scheduled in the Mainland will be the headquarters of the two places back and forth, one is in Zhejiang, is the location of the Mainland will be printed; the other is in Yangzhou, where the church is growing rapidly. Summer came, Hudson Taylor suffered another invasion of the disease, not feeling all month. Although not yet fully recovered physically, Hudson Taylor had set foot on another arduous journey along the transport up to take care of Hebei wish famous serious condition. There, there Gexia Li couples come from Suzhou, to ask him difficult work, and child welfare with the couple from Nanjing, and the leaders will discuss the working poor development strategy. Hudson Taylor was unprecedented
heavy pressure, leading to exhaustion and depression. His only hope of grasping the spiritual, and refused to let his physical and mental collapse.
and after his return home in Zhenjiang, a group of letters, he found McCartney Ti - his young friends and colleagues - a letter from Hangzhou. Hudson Taylor he knows the inner struggle, because they have talked about this problem. Since that traffic, the McCarthy-Ti has a spiritual discovery, so he wanted to share his friends and teachers. In a letter to Hudson Taylor, who is wrote:
... ... but after a series of thoughts and feelings arising after the failure I'm aware of their own often can not reach should be aligned with the goals. It is a disturbing psychological, is a non-stop pursuit, want to find a can continue with the main traffic fit method. sometimes with the main intersection in the Spirit can be so real, and sometimes far as dream! ... ... Now I understand that this struggle, desire and hope to be better than the attitude of Christian life, is not leading to the holy, happy, and mainly used by the way. Of course, this is better than satisfied with the status quo and does not seek progressive attitude is better, but still not the best. a book entitled like this: 'Lord Jesus from the beginning, which is holy enlightenment, love the Lord Jesus is a holy process; look to the Lord Jesus, I believe he is always with us to achieve holiness in the ... ... those who make the Lord the first place more The more holy man, he can fully enjoy the joy of the work done by the Lord. It is flawed falling confidence. 'I most agree with the last word. the grace of the Lord, I love my living is to make Lord, in me with his will to act and make me clean. I walk with God, not by their own efforts and constant struggle. I always look up to him, and trust Him who gives me strength every day ... ... rest in large to the Lord's love, salvation has been completed in which the joy of forgiveness is not new knowledge, but for me it is a rude awakening. I feel like the sun rising in me, I come to meet it trembling, but at the same time also issued trust of joy. the face of this great boundless ocean, I began to get involved only shallow shore, and I am just taste a mouthful of water there, already feel totally satisfied. Christ is my strength now, and he The only power I serve is the foundation of eternal joy ... ... how we can make our confidence? the only way is thinking of the Lord Jesus who is, and he made for us all: his life, his death, his work and he has revealed to us the Bible, and this is when we thought the topic. Confidence is not struggling to win the ... ... just looking at it can trust the Lord, all is at rest in Beloved, from this time until the water away.
later, Hudson Taylor wrote these words to him, the effect of:
on him to Yangzhou, the first and greeted his friends, could not wait to share their experiences.
his hands behind his back, pacing the room and said excitedly:
people who know him have the same feeling. I wish this famous description: workmanship - this change is too great. he was preaching at the party each time, new forces have shares surge from his inside out. as usual, trouble is no longer troubled him. He entrusted each kind of things God, prayer time for more. He no longer work until late at night going to bed, he went to bed early, five o'clock the morning together, often with a two-hour reading and prayer, and then begin a day's work.
six months ago, Hudson Taylor is also weak for their own spiritual self-pity: Now he no longer deliberately learned, he is described by experienced Paul: No failure, only victory, no fear and weakness, he was confident that the Lord can satisfy all. This change is so alarming, but so simple and he knew he wanted everyone to share experience in mind, so he began to start with friends and loved ones.
Jia He and his sister, the United States is already the mother of ten children, she was the weight of the responsibility to take care of the family, he wrote to the sister said: We return to China, you have never written such a long letter. I know you, like me, mentally and physically can only afford a certain degree of pressure, but also can not overwork. that my work It is heavy and difficult than ever! but I did not shoulder the burden of feeling pressure. Last month was the happiest day of my life, I am anxious to tell you that the Lord made me. I do not know if I make you understand understand How much, because I want to say is not nothing new about new knowledge, but they were brand new ... ... maybe I speak a little more background, you will more easily understand more. my dear sister, in the past six to eight months, I The mind is constantly thinking, I feel the same workers and poor will need more clean, more abundant life and ability. In contrast, my own need for greater and more urgent. I feel he was caught away from God and so ungrateful and evil danger. I am praying, fasting, sadness, struggle, stand ready, hard reading, with more time to meditate, but in vain. all the time, the feeling of crime In the haunted me. I know if I can walk with the Lord all things are off to, but I was powerless. I pray every day to get up and determined to look to the Lord all day, but the pressure of work to make interference with people tired, I am very easy to forget the Lord. In this case, I become emotional ups and downs, people are easily tempted, so the idea Unluckiness and Frustration, wounding words will be difficult to manage the. Every day I can not escape the feeling of guilt and failure, I feel weak. I am determined to heart, but did not implement the law. Finally, I have to face a problem - is not there to evade the law? Do I contradictions and failures of life are inseparable? How can I heartily accept the Lord Jesus Christ to those who say: 'who did accept him he gave the right to become children of God.' (that can be like God's style) because I do not had this experience ah! I not only failed to become stronger, but is more weak, and no ability to resist evil. I hate myself and hate the sin, but do not get a greater ability to resist evil. I have my own sense of God's children, his spirit will be issued in my heart cry: 'Abba, Father.' But how do to exercise the rights of his children, I can do. I thought holy , or holiness in their daily lives, is by their own efforts, by the Grace slowly to achieve. I need, and most longing for holiness in behavior than the. but it did not, I'm not only not holy, Instead, the more I am struggling to pursue holiness farther away from me until almost desperate to date. I began to think, because God wants heaven to become more sweet, so let Holiness was born. I do not think I can rely on their own power to to achieve the holy, for I know my weakness. I was so told the Lord, and begged him to give me strength and help. Sometimes I think God will keep supporting me, but night recalled what happened one day when I think only of sin and failure, and sorrow before God only. I do not want you to think in the long, frustrating day, my experience is only the same. Yes, this is I often feel, and almost always Lost helpless to end, but on the other hand, I think the Lord is extremely valuable, one can save, will save the Savior of sinners like me ... ... Some days, I have joy in the Lord and peace, but unfortunately actually is short, I feel how weak. Oh, Lord how goodness,UGG boots clearance, he had to help me out of this contradiction!
is strong, but I was weak. I am fully aware that the roots of the vine has plenty of nutrients, but it's the tender branches, I can learn how to do? This is where the problem lies. When the night is gradually dispersed when I see faith is the only one I need, I would like to reach out to his rich, so rich he's become my all,UGG bailey button, but I have no such confidence. I try to find the confidence, but did not; I confidence in trying to put into practice, but only in vain. When I saw in the Lord more and there are endless grace, our precious Savior Jesus Christ is so full, my helplessness and guilt welled up even more by the increase . with the 'do not believe in' the crime compared to my other sins seem insignificant, and 'do not believe' is the main cause of all, I did not or do not want to believe the Word of God, which made him a liar! 'do not believe 'is the deadly sin of the world, but I was addicted to it. I prayed confidence, but confidence did not come. I can do? When my soul anguish, the McCarthy Ti letter, so that the scales suddenly my eyes spalling. the Spirit of God and Jesus revelation to me that we are one of this truth,bailey UGG boots, I did not know before. McCarty Ti, like me, suffered the pain of failure, but earlier than I see the dawn, he wrote: 'How the confidence in the more stable? not have power to force through, but by the rest can be trusted in the Lord. 'When I read these words, I understood why!' we are faithless, He remains faithful. 'I looked up Look Lord, I saw he said: 'I will not cast you.' (when I saw the Lord, the joy really like Quan.) Oh,Discount UGG boots, where there is rest in peace! I think I have to rest by his own power inside , is futile. Now I will not try, because the Lord had promised him not be with me, never leave me, never forsake me? my dear sister, he will never forsake me . It is not all he showed me the truth, he showed far more than doubled or more. When I thought to the relationship between the branches and vines, the Holy Spirit into the light to my heart! let me know what I desire from the which are the main nutrients, eager to get his rich is wrong! I realized that not only the Lord Jesus will never leave me, and I was part of his body flesh. grape trees in addition to roots, but also including the trunk, branches, roots, leaves, flowers and fruits and so on. And the Lord more than just that, he is also the soil, sunlight, air and rain, he is beyond our imagination, want more than a thousand times. see more than the joy of this wonderful truth! I hope you pray can understand this truth, so that you can enjoy the rich Christ has given us for nothing.
? You can not mean the wealth of hands around it? your head and your body will have enough to eat to eat? Also, think about how to change this truth content of our prayers. Bank staff can say to customers: 'is your hand, non-issuance of the check yourself' is it? Or 'I can not put the money handed to your hand, the money must be handed over to you personally?' If you and I pray that the Lord Jesus Name ask, then will not be refund, and (our prayers, not only because of the sake of seeking the name of the Lord, but we are but part of his body.) As long as we find by the Lord's will, which can be a . If we are asking for violation of the teachings of the Bible, or do not follow God's will ask, Jesus will not be answered naturally. But if we are 'by the Lord's will seek' ... ... we know, seek and ye shall find. If the parts can be compared, the most luscious part of the joint income is able to rest with the Lord. I no longer worried about it, because I know he can implement his decree, and His will is my . no matter where he placed in me, this fact will not change. and I where the results are in, and this is his decision, because both in good times or bad, is still typical of his thinking is enough. for my servants, regardless of whether what I told him to buy back are no different, he also take the money to me. so if God put me in a situation of extreme uncertainty, he would give me more guidance is not it? If he put me in a very difficult position, he is not give me much grace it? heavy pressure, a lot of trial environment, he will give me strength not it? without fear of God resources are insufficient to meet all emergencies! all his resources are to me, because he is my, and with me, who lives in me. since by faith accept the Lord in my heart after living this fact, how much I happy ah! I wish I could tell you what I personally experienced, rather than to describe the letters. I am not stronger than before, to a certain extent, I do not make such a thought, do not strive to find such results. But I was buried with the dead with Christ, but also risen with him. Now the Lord lives in me, 'I no longer live, but Christ lives in me, and I now live in the flesh, because believe the Son of God live, he loved me and gave himself for me ... ... '
Christian pulled to the ground.) In other words, is not to far away from us the Lord Jesus, because God has made us a part of his body, we are merged with the Lord. We do not think that this is only the truth some people have, in fact, children of God, every person has the inherent right, no one can give up this right and not make the Lord into disrepute. Only in the Lord, the only salvation from sin's power , and the power ministry.
years later, Hudson Taylor was asked this question:
discovered the secret of this simple, shortly after Hudson Taylor's life and ministry he had never thought to play a big change.
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